RDT Right Now #1844

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Really Deep Thoughts Right Now			Volume 03 : Issue #1844

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  Could it be? I'm back!                [ Simon Booth <simonbooth@mac.com> ]
  mother fucking bizarro                [ "ms. jessica parsons" <fullblownlif ]
  rarh                                  [ Succubus Megan <Abulia@imaterrorist ]
  I go from day to day                  [ "Lavenda" <earth@comcen.com.au> ]



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Date: Mon, 4 Aug 2003 01:44:06 -0500
From: Simon Booth <simonbooth@mac.com>
To: rdtrn@torithoughts.org
Subject: Could it be?  I'm back!

Finally back, and from a new computer and an email account that 
actually allows digests to get through!

The new computer kicks ass, but I won't elaborate on what sort of 
system it is because I remember what happened to the last person who 
promoted similar systems around here.

I'm finally going back to school, pursuing the computer graphic arts 
degree I was telling you all about earlier in the year.  I got a B for 
the Intro to Computer Graphics course I took during the  first half of 
this summer (despite the 7am class times!) and I'm on my way to another 
B in the Design I course I'm in now.

However my return to school seems to be short lived, since as of this 
past week I've been hit with a financial aid ban due to academic 
reasons and thus am prohibited from applying for aid at any of the area 
community colleges.  Never knew one needed better than B's to qualify, 
so I assumed it to be a mistake, but when I was shown the college's 
policy on academic performance it seems that it's not current grades 
that are being looked at, but rather *all* past college work, 
regardless of how much time has gone by.  I still haven't been shown a 
real reason for the ban leveled against me, but from reading the policy 
and the terse email I got from the head of the financial aid department 
that somehow my past college work- from any time period and any college 
I attended- is being looked at to justify the ban I've been hit with.   
And it's not necessarily just bad grades from 7 or more years ago that 
are being looked, since it turns out that unsatisfactory progress is 
also defined as failure to complete a degree program in less than 99 
credit hours.

So, if this really is applicable to me, it means that since it took 
longer than 2 years for me to get a "2 year degree" (the Radio/TV/Film 
degree I got at the end of '97) it means that for all time I am banned 
from applying for financial aid in any future work towards a totally 
unrelated degree, in addition to bad grades always being dug up 
regardless of the number of *years* that have gone by and being negated 
by me having repeating those course to improve the grades.

The way such policies are worded, and usually "enforced" for that 
matter, are based on progress in a single degree program, *not* 
counting past completed degree work *against* a student who wants to 
pursue a different degree years later.

I still don't know if this is a massive fuckup on their part or if 
indeed there's some little known and very rarely enforced rule that 
I've been hit with.  And I can't get a straight answer as to what 
specifically applies to my situation or exactly what the hell I did to 
suddenly show up on their radar after having enrolled and *qualified* 
for aid for this summer, with no hassle.
The letter they sent me in May telling me I indeed was going to receive 
financial aid for the summer semester even said I was in "good 
standing"!  So what's changed between May and the end of July?  "Rules" 
quoted to me but in typical fashion no real reason given.

What has me worried (besides the obvious of how the hell I'm paying for 
classes this fall) is that since I applied for and received aid for the 
summer classes and *now* I've been hit with a ban apparently based on 
my past record that existed long prior to my enrollment and being 
granted aid for this summer, is that there's a possibility (paranoia on 
my part perhaps) that I'll also get hit with a fraud/misrepresentation 
charge because going by their logic, I applied for and received 
financial aid at a point I (based on their logic) should have already 
been hit with the ban and thus wasn't entitled to.  The only thing I 
have in my defense is that I was completely truthful on my applications 
for the summer and for the coming fall regarding my financial situation 
for consideration for need-based financial aid, and I was honestly 
unaware of any rules banning someone from receiving aid based on past 
academic issues- never mind that the people telling me I'm banned are 
the same people who previously sent me the "good standing" letter *and* 
  cleared the release of the aid I was alloted for the summer classes.

Even if there's no legal action taken against me, there's still the 
real possibility that other action against me will be ramped up if I 
appeal their decision.  I've had lots of experience with someone's 
arbitrary or punitive actions racheted up *after* I dare to question 
what I might see as unfair.   So far it looks like a financial aid ban 
only but I honestly wouldn't put it past them to extend it to an 
academic ban if I attempt to pursue an appeal.   As it is, is seems 
like a lot of work was put into digging back years to find something to 
base the current ban on, and you'd think that over the several months 
leading up to this summer semester someone should have said something 
to me about any possible problems during the times I was inquiring 
about what I needed to do to enroll in the graphics degree program.

One thing I know I have in my favor is simply the idea that regardless 
of whatever past academic problems might be on record, IMHO it's total 
assholeness to go back years just to pull something out of their asses 
to "retaliate" today over whatever might have happened back then.

There's still a chance I'll be allowed to enroll for the fall, provided 
I can afford to pay for those classes as well as pay back the financial 
aid I was given that they later reneged on.

This week I'll be trying to meet in person with people from both the 
financial aid office and further up the line in administration to 
appeal this whole thing, at the risk of making things worse.



anyway-

congrats to violet on 11 years of rdtrn :)

brian wrote:

 >I'm continually told I should get a dog or a cat for company. Ok, I 
like
 >animals, but it wouldn't be fair on a dog as I'm away for most of the 
day,
 >plus there are more than enough neurotic dogs in the neighbourhood as 
is.

I was worried about leaving Juno in the apartment during the day when 
I'm in class, but what's worked very well is simply getting up a little 
earlier to allow enough time for a good morning walk so she's not 
phased too much by spending the rest of the day inside.  Actually my 
main concern has been the heat- too damn hot to go out in the afternoon 
right after I get home, so we wait until after 8pm when the sun has 
gone down enough to take the edge off the worst of it.

 >I've considered a parrot of some sort, but I know
 >the noise would drive me slowly insane.

You're just worried that the parrot would fly around the house cussing 
a blue streak ;)  I know if I had gotten a parrot the first things it 
would have learned were my various remarks about Microsoft when the old 
computer crashed and the usual colorful remarks about day to day 
things.  A parrot flying around squawking about Gates being the 
Antichrist!  ;)

where do parrots go to school?

polytechnical institute.

and when they make a career out of running for office?

polytics

cyndi wrote:

 >Roxanne gave me an explanation as to why Islam is THE fastest growing
 >religion worldwide.. thanks. ^^

But of course, we need no explantion that any religion no matter how 
fast it's growing will ultimately fall before the one ultimate 
unstoppable movement in the universe.

welcome back bonnie :)

jim wrote:

 >The problem with seeing into the future is that we cannot.  Looking 
into the future is like
 >looking into a mirror and we can only see the past.  The past colors 
all of
 >our simulations of the future. 

Very true.  One of the interesting things about sci fi I enjoy looking 
for is how much of the era a story was written in shows up in whatever 
vision of the future is being presented.  No matter what the future is 
supposed to look like, the present the writers and producers live in 
ultimately drives the look and feel their work ends up with, and 
ultimately one can gain insight into what people were thinking about 
the present during various periods by how they viewed the future.

thanks for keeping us updated about Judy.


happy birthday  Grzegorz and linda (welcome back) :)

welcome back holly :)


bethey wrote:

 >Simon Says:
 > 	 
 > 	 	hey bethey- I think I understand what you've called "the tori zone"
 >
 >Congrats!  I love to dim all my lights, light candles and crank up a 
Tori
 >concert at night and slip away.  Because of some wonderful, generous
 >friends, I have more concerts on CD than I could listen to in a year.  
But
 >it's nice to have a selection, and I can always find the right "zone" 
for
 >what I need.

That's the sort of tori collection I need ;)  It's always fun to find 
the right music for the atmosphere.


I like your comments about the war.  Things I'd never get away with 
expressing.


happy birthday heidi and linda :)

violet- fun vacation I presume?

happy birthday Ashley :)

brian wrote:

 >But if a simple kiss from Carrie-Anne Moss can bring you back to life, 
I
 >want her at my funeral, preferably in one of those black vinyl outfits.

Won't you be upset years from now when it turns out that sci fi flicks 
got it all and "futuristic" attire turns out to be really drab t shirts 
and sweats.

 >I'm glad people have been posting Tori concert reviews lately, 
otherwise
 >I'd have no idea she was still touring. It's also much nicer to hear
 >personal accounts instead of obscure magazine and newspaper articles as
 >they all sound alike after a while.

And those articles are usually never written in a way that really 
conveys the full impact of having witnessed a Tori show.

happy birthday ade :)

bethany wrote:

 >Subject: Lydia the tattooed lady

if she works for Microsoft her tatoo is either on her forhead or the 
back or her right hand, and it's hex code 29A.

brian wrote:

 >Have you got video tape? So what's the difference between animal and 
human
 >lube? What actually *is* animal lube?

there's a "men are men/sheep are scared" joke in there somewhere.....

the sandmen are incompetent aren't they?  business is slow at Carousel 
these days.

 >I can't help but think of what you described as a petroleum based 
lubricant
 >which is a bit of a no-no when it comes to human slip and slide, as it 
can
 >cause skin irritations in the really tender spots and can make certain
 >latex preventative products perish.

How do you repair condoms?

Rubber cement!

How do you fool a city into using condoms?

You use a Trojan horse!

jessica wrote:

 >there is this girl sitting next to me (i'm at the computer lab) with a 
vegan
 >tattoo.

Hmmm.... the people Jodi Foster met in "Contact" were Vegans.

Interesting bit of trivia about "Contact": the signal they received 
contained part of a broadcast from the television transmission that was 
the inspiration for FOX news.

cyndi wrote:

 >Subject: "Masturbate For Peace"

at the risk of damaging one's eyesight? ;)

megan- excellent poems.

welcome back lori :)

happy birthday arija!  sorry about 9/11 vengeance remarks.

and happy birthday dani!  sorry about the remarks about teachers, 
Australian history, and overuse of emoticons.

welcome back juan.

on the subject of old cars, the final original-design VW Beetle was 
rolled off the production line in Mexico about a week or so ago.

welcome larry

bethey- how's the not-smoking going?

welcome Rochelle

brian wrote:

 >I read something recently that
 >suggested most people button shirts from the bottom up. I know I 
always do
 >it from the top button down. What do other people do?

if everyone went casual then we wouldn't worry about how to button a 
shirt!

 >One thing I always noticed in Xena: Warrior Princess was exactly that, 
the
 >bad guys were always Maori. I guess that's what happens when you film
 >things in New Zealand.

There was a similar criticism about "Attack of the Clones"  (Jango Fett 
and in turn, the clones).

happy birthday Holly.

Welcome back Julio.


brian: re: Flaming assholes-  I always thought that would be the term 
applied to Republicans who immolate themselves.

 >BTW, I still think The Matrix Reloaded was a load of unmitigated crap.

I haven't had the chance to see it, but I liked the first movie.  But I 
am concerned about what effect the "supplemental" work that was 
released in parallel with the movie might have on audiences attitude 
about Releoded.  Perhaps an odd comparison, but one of the things 
that's irked me about other sci-fi- Star Trek being a great example- is 
how periphreal work surrounding a particular storyline ends up taking 
on a life of its own, to the point that that fans are left out of the 
loop because they haven't tracked down all the odd tech books and 
backstories that supposedly help one better understand what the writers 
should have put in the main story to begin with.

I'd hate to think that I've missed something in Reloaded even before 
I've seen it because I never got around to looking up things like 
Animatrix (still had the old computer at the time).

happy birthday Rikki

succubus megan wrote:

 >Concerning exercise, I've noticed how much less tiring it was to walk 
up the huge-ass hill on my >street.  I must have gotten stronger legs 
since last year.

Another way to get excercise: taking a dog for a walk!

welcome back winter

from brian:

 >My trip and all the needles was to India and Nepal,
 >which are places where you really appreciate a real toilet. I can't 
speak
 >for Bali's toilets as I haven't been there, but it's nice to see 
porcelain
 >sides next to the squat hole and don't forget your bog roll.

Amazing how a country like India (and probably Pakistan for that 
matter) skipped indoor plumbing along the path of technological 
development and went straight to missiles and nuclear weapons.


on the subject of travel, here's a test to see if an American has spent 
too much time in the UK:

Automobile fuel is called?

Weapons in underground silos are called what?  (pronunciation)

Sport where a ball is kicked around a field is called?

Something that's questionable is referred to as...?

and there are others I can't think of right now.

from bethany:

 >i haven't heard the new Liz Phair yet, outside of a clip on the 
internet.
 >i've decided i'm going to crawl into a little hole, put Exile in 
Guyville on

Guyville:  Most Evil place on the planet.


welcome back gabriela.  is it true that the whole .pl domain was 
getting blocked by AOHell?  that  sort of thing is so bad that it 
distorts space-time.

megan- have you gotten that bump on the head checked out?


welcome Dave.

tenuis wrote:

  >Limelighters actually.  And a bit of Rolf Harris.  And some Russian 
Red
  >Army Chorus too for measure...

Play that Red Army Chorus CD really loud every May 1st!  ;)


 >          $$$ Pirates Of The Caribbean, Rated "ARRRRRRR!" digest $$$

and don't ask what the porn version is called!

happy birthday Bonnie!


succubus megan- if you're interested in getting into advertising, the 
first thing you have to do is sell you soul to the evil entity of your 
choice ;)

ade wrote:

  >Well, tomorrow I'll be off to the Alpha writing workshop with Megan.
  >Cheerio, darlings.

so much better than the Beta workshop!


happy birthday  Kay and  Estraven!

jim wrote:

 > In Las Vegas, NV they are playing music on the streets.  It is 
difficult to
 > find a place where there is no music.

geez that sounds Orwellian.  In "1984" places out of sight of the 
telescreens still had loudspeakers playing martial music and Oceania 
state propaganda.  Kim Il Soong must have liked "1984", and in turn, 
the city planners in Las Vegas must have had a secret meeting with 
either him or his son, because one can find the same thing in Pyongang.

regarding silence, noise is so prevalent in our soceity that real 
silence feels so alien- in fact I've found myself in situations where 
artificial sounds were cut off and the silence seemed to come on so 
strong that I felt like I was actually "hearing" the silence!

 > I think I am watching too much of the Science Fiction channel.

never such a thing as too much sci fi!

happy birthday Canton and woj.

and thanks everyone for the b-day greetings last weekend!

later!

Simon

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Date: Mon, 04 Aug 2003 18:53:15 -0700
From: "ms. jessica parsons" <fullblownlife@hotmail.com>
To: rdtrn@torithoughts.org
Subject: mother fucking bizarro

my dad was casually glancing over the obit. section of the newspaper on 
sunday and there was a listing for a guy who died of a heart attack. his 
birthday was dec. 11th, 1950, same as my dad's, the guy was a contractor, 
same as my dad. he loved restoring old chevy's...same as my dad. the guy 
lived in the country, loved hanging out with his dog, friends and 
family...same as my dad. he loved drinking wine...same as my dad. my dad 
thinks that people born on the same day are a lot alike...which is why the 
two of us get along so well, maybe? see, my dad is technically my 
ex-stepdad. i met him when i was six and get this, when he walked in the 
door, the FIRST thing i said was 'when's your birthday?" and he said 
december 11th. i was like "me too." anyway...just a weird little story. my 
dad is using it to prove to me that he can die at any time...such a happy 
thought. :/

how many more times can i say "my dad" in this email?


-jessica


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Date: Mon, 4 Aug 2003 20:43:27 -0700 (PDT)
From: Succubus Megan <Abulia@imaterrorist.com>
To: rdtrn@torithoughts.org
Subject: rarh

Hola mes amies,

Twas written:

"Tori Stories Box Set, $100.
I'm actually asking for what I paid for it like four or five years ago. 
It
is the original Tori Stories bootleg Box set, with the silver cds (NOT 
cdrs)
with Pauline Stuckey drawings of Tori on the cds themselves."

Oh!  I have that!  But the problem with it is that some of the songs on the cds (like Song For Eric, the reason I bought it) have errors in their recordings.  Little annoying sounds that continue throughout some of the songs.  And another one of them turns into static halfway through.   Now, this might just be my copy, but it also might not be.  Does yours do this?

And I worked my ASS off for that cd, too!  Grrrr....

How Now, Brown Cow? 

Megan Christine Auffart 

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Date: Wed, 6 Aug 2003 08:27:48 +1000
From: "Lavenda" <earth@comcen.com.au>
To: "RDT Right Now" <rdtrn@torithoughts.org>
Subject: I go from day to day

John B typed:
>Actually, we weren't thinking of easier or more difficult for us, but for
>him.  It was easier for us because of how much he hated being sick or
>dependent in any way.

I really should have made sure I knew what you were on about. In that case,
yeah, instantaneous death is the way to go.

I seem to be in a very selfish mode at the moment, when stuff is happening
to other people I'm tinking about how I'm reacting first and fore most.

X
Lavs




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